so miss dirty cooked at 12am...
12 am...
12 am...
MIDNIGHT~
and the smell of her not really tasty spagetti had successfully diffused into my room...
and the smell had conquerred every single air molecules in my room~
OMG...
OMG....
and she hadnt packed her room coz i still see big bang as i walked passed her room today...
@##$%%^&**&^&^%$$#@@#$$%^^&&(COBS)
so my mum had given me her HUGE AND LONG shopping list..
ok...
i am seriously broke for her CHRISTMAS SHOPPING IN VANCOUVER..
anyway..
i am not here to complain abt two of them...
i am here to complain an old dear friend..name(JYH)..
so we both had this account at xiaonei( a pirated version of facebook)..
she didnt add me until today...
well, i REQUESTED twice for her to add me as friend ..
she didnt..until i left this msg--YOU HAVNT ADD ME!!! YOU HAVNT ADD ME!!!..
she added me..
and left a secetive msg which goes like this..
Dear, can you pls do me a favor~i'm really trying to to turn a new leaf now~can you pls be more conscious and sensible wh you leave any msg on my renren(aka xiaonei)? thank you so much~WTH~what is this????
so i am your bad influence for these years and never a sincere and good and memorable friend???
no wonder she hardly contacts any one of us..
there is a reason that she totally disappearred in states..
coz she probably hates us coz we spoiled her image~you know...her supposed 淑女image..
oh my god...
i felt so hurt...
i mean... i have been missing everyone very BADLY~
even thoug i have my new friends, i still cant forget how nice my old friends are..
though we niao each other a lot..( i suppose thats not nice???).
i nv think you guys are bad influence~
am i such a bad friend??...
so is that possible that everyone just hates me coz i might be a potential bad influence...
wat did i do??
well, i might be mean, but i am fun-loving and caring too...
and i am loud and noisy but i am nice to everyone...
i dont take drugs, dont smoke, dont have many sex partners, dont carry aids, dont have tattoo, dont steal, and dont rob, dont do REAL bully...
i am never a bad friend....
i feel so sad...
miss JYH had just broke my heart...
i think she is joking...
but still...
i cant take that joke...
i feel so so so so so so so sad and hurt.....
i decided not to miss JYH for a while...
anyway...
i will try my best to send everyone christmas present/card~