HI~

I am now experiecing the lowest point of my life ...

I seriously have no idea why such thing will happen on me..

but I decided to speak it out ..not to make myself to feel better or rather to make myself rmb all these..so that i will have more courage to face whatever that is going to happen...

I have strong faith in this phrase ..否极泰来...meaning going through the most negative things is the a sign of having good luck..

well, i really hope this would be true for me in this kinds of situation..

and i really pray for my uni apps to canada will work well..

and i hope the 签i got from 拜拜 which says 凡是因祸得福之相～will somehow work and give me some good news asap...

though i didnt get what i wanna get on my result slip..

i still feel happy and rather contented with my gains in these two years..

i have had many friends and shared many wonderful moments with you guys...

probably you guys are one of the 福气 out of the 祸～..

and really, becoz of you guys, i really became a better person..

thank you zhao mi..

fo accompanying me for such a long time ..thanks for cheering me up ..thanks for all your advices..you are really my bestie..

thank you choo, vivi and chip..thanks for your warm hug..which really give me a lot of power and courage to face my lowest point with smile..

btw chip~ when i was staying at the playground just now trying to 散心..got this guy approached me and gave me his number and said that he wished to hear from me soon( is this 搭讪？）..well, thanks to your prediction that i really bumped into some guy..but i dont know he is rich or not lah..anyway..i didnt even looked at his face coz i was so sad and i throw away his number coz i wasnt in the mood..so wateva the case， your 6th sense is relatively 准～but too bad i cant even recall how he looked like..well, in another way. it shows i still have some good luck with me~or my luck is coming back to me..

thanks anyway..

well, still thanks to huang lin, yu han, and jojo..

thanks for your encouragement..and i am so proud of you~

give me some time..

i will sure pick up all my confidence.and wateva i have lost this time...andi will work things out well even it takes another 10 years...

for those who did as bad as me..

hey ..加油～