Time to blog
Monday, March 24, 2008 8:44 PM
well..
i shall say sorry to all my loyal readers..
if there are any...
ha ha.. oh ya...
say HI to selina...HI HI HI..
actually i dont feel like blogging these days..
Nothing happens at school besides tests...
I cant even complain about any test..ever since i made my FAMOUS "thinking positively" statement...
so sorry if my blog is unable to provide you any entertainment for the past few days...
the reason for blogging today..
is super simple..
I will say GOODBYE..SA-YOU-NA-LA..to my 10s and say HI to my 20s in two days time...
I was not really looking forward my birthday this year..
you know..
deeply inside ..i do feel a bit sad ..coz once i step into 20s..means i got to behave like an adult and cannot joke and play like a foolish young kid...
I prefer to stay like a care-free kid rather than a resposible adult..
Yesterday, i dreamt about the day that i celebrated my 10 years old birthday..
i still remembered that was the super fine day in the spring..
I woke up and sitting in my sunny room..and realised that i had been living on this planet for 10 years...how great...
well...10 years..十年 is a word with a lot of feelings and thinkings...
of course...it is also a simple word that indicate a period of time that it seems to be long but actually passed super fast...
so yesterday..
i woke up ..
and realise 10 more years..i would be 30...
by that time..
i got to say GOODBYE to my lovely 20s..
and really got to live like a middle-age ppl...
i will have saggy nei nei, fine lines on my eyes...
i will have to check out for collegen drinks, botox, slimming centre..everything..that makes me feel i am still young..
this fully shows that 10 years..is really enough to change one person..
10 years ago..
i was still the young and innocent girl and having a BIg dream in my heart..
in this 10 years..
i have travelled and lived in many cities , I have had a lot of joyful and painful memories...
10 years later..
i dont really know where i will be..
but just hope that i will not start aging so fast...
having said that..
i am still quite look forward my birthday..
well..
i am happy if you wish me happy birthday..
but pls dont ask my age..
you know..as WOMAN gets older, age is not only a secret but a sensitive issue..
If you are so careless that youj wished me HAPPY 20th Birthday...
its ok..you still got a chance..
you know..
as i said last year around same time..
cecilia is a materialistic girl..
well..
if you wished me happy birthday in a most unpleasant way..and yet not showing any appreciation through practical actions..
its ok..
its ok..
i would not CURSE YOU IN NEXT 10YEARS..
i would not WISH YOU BAD LUCK EVERYDAY..
i would not HOPE THAT ALL THE BIRDSHIT WILL DROP ON YOUR HEAD..
i would not HOPE THAT YOU WIL SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AS A PATHETIC LONER..
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i promise.. i will never do that..believe me..if you know me...
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ha ha..just joking...
but i am serious abt the happy birthday thing....
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